Peotry night with suprize

Last night I got the chance to gather with some of my good friends and recite some great poems. I love Molana, I think his poems are wonderful, it is like meditation for me. Although personally I suck in reciting them now but I love hearing them. I used to be better back in Iran in reading poetry and all but I guess I need to practice more..Hafez is nice too..but it's harder to read sometimes..I remember once I read an Article by Soroush about the differences between Hafez and Molana and he symbolized Hafez's poems to an organized, trimed and groomed garden and Molana to a garden that has everything grown in it, so carefree without trying to change the mood of the garden and grooming it. Peotry used to be more important to me before than now, and I like to bring it back to my life and try to be more involved again. Now let me tell you about the suprize;)it was big..it was huge...it was great;)it was one our friend's suprize b-day that he threw for himself:)it was wonderful..I like people who are confident to do everything and won't wait for someone else to do it for them. Anyways it was a great night..sky was so light after a bit of snowing..you should just turned off the lights and just look at the sky..

Have this situation ever happened for you?like you are suppose to do something which in your view is fine and if it was out of context it would have been fine as well but when you wanted to examine other people' view you, you think miscommunications would arise that is not worth doing it?since all your energy and time will be wasted explaining yourself?some people think that you should do what you believe in disregarding what others might think or feel...we all in life play different roles every time..and put different hats on..father's hat, supervisor's hat,lover's hat, organizer's hat, friend's hat..etc...what if one of those hats causes you to stop doing something you believe in?it's like why politician TO BEs won't do certain things in their life so it won't haunt them in the future!!!although this was just an example..but as one of my good frineds puts it..we should be "azadeh" meaning that we should set our mind's free and won't givin...but is applicable in our realistic world today?

isn't it great when you think what you want to do after work, a smile comes to your lips?